While I pass HSC &matriculate I quickly find I cant

even really do basic clerical jobs

but from moment i leave school my health mentally
is going lower very quickly ,its amazing i survived in employment even as long as i did but not to any evail as as best i know all was removed by BNP paribas My first job was at dairy farmers Ultimo where i resign after just three weeks not because i wanted to but know i will soon get the sack as i couldnt do the what most would regard as a basic clerical job
i sell my motorbike
and im immediatelly seized with thoughts the new owner will meet her
death on it and ill be responsible i cant get it out of my mind
i get this old 52 holden and im forevr just rubbing back its paint and repainting
it i had this obsession of it rusting further
at work if you could call it such as i rally despite
staggering effort wasnt getting much done i started getting all soughts of fears id spread poisons via the paperwork from the mechanics so started washing my hands endlessly i also feared id cause a plane to crash if made a clerical error so was constantly rechecking

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20.10 | 15:46

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26.05 | 01:22

strange i never noticed this comment at the time i guess the torture is taking its toll and im in rapid decline now

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