Broughton Hall Psychiatric Hospital

The Dr helen barnes Curse(one of the bosses at Callan Park Hospital }

1973

was she out to get me probaly

It seems to me shed have to of known I at back of mind suspected shed tricked me into becoming a university student side show freak but she had to know at some stage Id be told such was a fact by one of them so it seems she wanted my horrific illness to get worse it seems at every turn in life Ive run into someone who wants to harm me

basically this more then ruined my mental hospital experience of seventies

and has haunted me till this day as my problem was very freightening

1970-1972

1970-71

death obsessions

I started to get these worries that something id done had caused a death eg driving a car i had to keep looking behind or puling over and going back on foot looking for dead bodies and then return to car and attempt to get somwhere with any product marked dangerous if swallowed somehow i hallucinated that if i used it even just via seconary contact that would lead to someones death so had to be endlessly washing my hands

1972

Decline into complete non functionality

in these years I started to lose at BNP Paribas on a pretty big scale and I think that played a substantial part in my decline from at least some functionality to a person who just became a checking and rechecking machine that checks over and over that it hadnt bought about a death or injury

late 72early73

Admited to Broughton Hall beginning 1973 &BUS obsessions

Id by this stage been previously just spending literally all day washing the floor of the flat endlessly over and over through fear of spreading Germs I was spending much more time cleaning then a full time cleaner and the driving obsessions had been replaced by bus passenger obsessions similar to driving a car which by this stage I had completelly ceased trying to do the bus obsessions went like this if I got on a bus I had to go straight to the rear seat and watch surface of road as the bus went along looking for dead or injured bodies if I took too long to get to the rear seat such that some of the road was missed Id have to get off at next stop return to the stop Id got on at constantly checking road and footpath as i went along and wait for the bus hoping Id this time get to the rear seat in time obviously getting anywhere was difficult

2010- 2016

worsening illness after Canaccord deliberatelly got my money lost

Ive always had this mania for picking up things on street a sought of compansatory mechanism to havcing had all my savings taken but this got far worse after Canaccord Genuity deliberatelly got my mothers inheritance lost and the support Australia has shown for Canaccord in doing such and turning my mother into a curse

NICE PLACE BUT CERTAINLY DIDNT TURN OUT THAT WAY FOR ME

I rather liked this place initially but that all came somewhat to an end when the deputy Superintendent Dr Barnes (now deceased) asked me to meet her down at the Evan Jones theatre when i got there she said she wanted to make a film of me for the students because I had such rare and unique peoblems i said I dont want to but she just kept at and at me about it and then said it would only be ounce used then erased so I agreed and we spoke for about 50 mins maybe 60 oddly that was the only time I would ever have along conversation with Dr barnes and i m guessing but thinlk I probaly unconsiously realized id probably been had though obviously cant be certain it would be another 3almost years before some students would actually inform me of such so I believe my experience and recollections of the place are largelly influenced by this to me horrific experience